I've never been able to truly

Convey my feelings with words.

It seems stupid.

I know that.

But how am I supposed to show you

Exactly how you make me feel?

So many nights I lie awake,

Thinking of how we could be.

But I know it seems stupid.

Stop telling me; I know.

How am I supposed to say that you're

My ray of sunshine?

That every smile melts my icy heart?

That…

That when you hold me I never want to leave?

I don't know how to say that.

I can't tell you that you mean everything

To me.

My vocabulary is great,

I know.

Yet when it comes to describing you,

I can't find anything good enough.

I don't know how to say

That I love you

With every fiber of my body

And every beat of my heart.

You confuse me.

Exhilarate me.

Excite me.

But most importantly…

You love me.

And I don't know how to respond.