you don't give a fuck.

lost in darkness, blindly stumbling

a wall of your sticky kisses-

emotions squashed

pushed

aborted

torn, ended before their time.

and you don't give a fuck.

blood. the sight of it.

red, red, red.

and blue, blue, blue your eyes.

wide.

uncomprehending.

and I dizzy with desire

white and pinched from loss

quietly ask:

"do you give a fuck, now?"