I waved hello to you in the hallway
You ignored me
I tried to pretend that you just hadn't heard me
I tried to sit next to you in homeroom
And you moved to a different seat
Again I tried to pretend that it didn't hurt
You and I used to be so close
What happened to us?
You sit with the girls with the perfect hair
The boys with the perfect bodies
Now I sit alone in the corner
Watching others walk by
Wishing for someone to talk to
Why have you left me?
I look through my phone
And read all of our messages
As I progress I start to read between the lines
The curt replies to my questions
Refusals to hang out
You didn't want to be my friend anymore
I only wish you had told me sooner
Instead of stringing me along
I feel so pathetic
For trailing like lost puppy
Nowadays I sit in my room
Crying over the past
Our friendship we said would last forever
Didn't that mean anything to you?
What happened to make you hate me?
Why do you sneer at me?
Why can't you see the pain in my eyes,
Or the scars on my arms?
I bet you didn't know that
I got so sad that the pain didn't exist
The blood mixed with my salty tears
All you had to do was tell me
Tell me that we were drifting
Tell me to move on
But, now you see my name in the newspaper
On the one page that you never wanted to
Are you crying?
Now that you've realized
What you've done?
Or do you even care that the chair
Three rows to your left
And four behind
Will never be sat in again by me?
Did you notice that I wasn't there?
Did the faculty say anything?
Hold an assembly
For the poor dead girl
Who committed suicide?
After her friend left
Will you reach out a hand
To the girl who sits alone?