"The Little Voice Inside of my Head"

Hey yall! I wanted to say that Ive been struggling with a lot lately. An eating disorder, self harm, depression, possible anxiety. Im trying to get better, and I found writing a really good outlet instead of starving or cutting. Please review, and remember I am fragile at the moment since Im in recovery for two very addicting problems (cutting and anorexia) so please if you dont like my poem, dont review. But if you do, please review! LOVE YOU ALL 3

She is my enemy, but promised me the world.

This little voice inside of my head.

She's a beautiful, glamorous, stick thin girl.

"Eat a little less or no one will want you in their bed,"

I cry and cry,

but she reassures me "if you stop eating it'll be ok"

It sounds like truth, nothing seems like a lie.

Stop eating, I may

Stop eating, I might

Losing the weight

But not enough

"Keep going," she whispers.

I do as she says.

This little voice inside of my head.

Promises me success, beauty and love

because that is what she has always had,

the beauty of a dove.

I listen and do as she says,

no food for me.

"Not enough" she persists.

I keep going and going,

no food for me.

Bones are showing, but I still see fat.

"Look at you… fat fat fat! Come on step it up!" She yells harshly at that.

I cry and cry, but do as im told,

Ill die young from this, instead of old.

A/N: Please review! :) If any of yall need someone to talk to Im here for anyone just send me a message!