inhale exhale gasp pause

no sound comes out.

'why are you so quiet?'

a vein pops out

Am I Really?

inhale exhale ohmygodguesswhat! pause

a rush of words spill into the air.

'stop talking'

So I Do.

inhale exhale nothing pause

One

or

the

other.

There's no in between.

inhale exhale noise pause

BE QUIET!

SPEAK!

SHIUT THE FUCK UP1

TALK GODDAMNIT!

inhale exhale think pause

when can I,

goddamn I just want

to know when can i

be,

the freaking in between.

inhale exhale pause leave

waiting as the sounds all was away to be free