There is pain in what we can't be
I want to feel utterly happy when I'm with you.
I want to feel the electric current that runs through me when we touch.
Hold your hand forever and never let go.
Every moment I'm with you, stare into your eyes and memorize each fleck of color.
The road we walk down together to never end.
I want to kiss you for the rest of my life and for as long as I live.
I want to love you so bad, because there is nothing you could ever do to hurt to me.
You are perfect.
But you aren't for me.
You're for someone else to love.
You weren't put on this earth for me to have.
Every part of me is telling me to stop thinking about you, about us and what we used to be.
But I can't.
I can't love you more than this.
I keep thinking, "Would if?"
I know I can't change the way I feel, but I want to...
But you're not for me.
One day you'll find who you belong with and that person will be able to give you just as much as you give them.
And it will be fair, and right.
I want to feel all those things when I'm with you... but I don't.
I'm sorry but, I have to move on, to let go.
I can't hold you back from what I can't give you.
I let you go because it's what was best for you ... and for me.
We both deserve that.
I love what we could have been but I don't love what we were.
I hope you find "that girl", because she's not me.
This is why I'm telling you "Goodbye", Because of what you deserve, because it's not you...it's me.