one year ago

five days ago.

you died and

left me.

oh, my sweet boy!

your loss is

ruining me!

destroying me.

i miss you.

so

damn

much.

can you blame me?

your dark brown hair,

your dark brown eyes,

your smile.

the way you were goofy,

but so sensative

when i needed you

to be.

you were the

star of the

basketball team.

#14.

you loved me.

and i needed you!

but youre gone.

but i still remember.

your memory

covers me

everywhere.

cuts, lines, scars.

sweet boy, im losing myself!

why am i losing myself?!

im losing myself

(for you)