im tired.
so tired.
my eyes feel like
theyre holding weights.
im not tired.
im not even exhausted.
i passed that point
five days ago.
tomorrow, it will be
a week since i last
slept.
im dead.
lifeless.
bloody.
shaking.
scared.
im scared that if
i close my eyes
ill lose you
all over again.
im so silly,
this is all so
damn
silly.
youre dead and
im dying.
the same way,
too.
im so sleepy.
im drifting
away
from myself.
and the thing is?
i dont mind.