new years,

2012.

i spent my night

with him.

of course, my hands

were tied,

my mouth was

taped.

i couldnt move.

after a night of

being tormented,

raped,

i get to spend my

new years eve

tied up.

then david showed up,

and punches were thrown

names were called,

i was beaten

one

last

time.

you were hauled off

to prison,

and i was taken

home.

my body hurts.

he staged the suicide note.

he used my blood,

and took me.

thats how i spent

new years,

2012.