How I wish I could forget what it's like with you

I no longer desire to be whole, but alone

Without you I feel empty, a feeling I've always known

But with you I feel so full it hurts

When I leave you my heart breaks

Again and again

It hurts me to leave but I can't always be so full

Of desire

Of emotion

I can't sleep with you on my mind

And that mind leaves when I think of you in the daylight

And I can imagine being happy with you.