I thought about you and accidently kicked a hole in my wall
I love you and hate you and I almost believe you were put in this town to hurt me
To change me
To make me learn and to have me forget
Because you've been such a big part of my life
You're the reason I'm failing my classes
But you're also the reason I have started to write, and I'm loving it.
You are the reason I have so many diaries.
You are also the reason I made some of the friends I have now.
I don't know if you know any of this but it's true.
I wouldn't be the same without you.
You keep changing me, for better and for worse.
The only part I don't like about it, is that I have not changed you in any way.
You even avoid me.
You don't like me, and that's okay.
Because I guess I never needed you anyway.