You were all I had in this world of darkness.
The light that shine through this world.
Your warm glowing face is what I wish for as I fall and fall deeper into the unknown.
Where did you come from?
I always ask this to myself as you hold me close.
Where did such a warm glow come from?
To a world of despair and suffering.
To the world of my mind.
You make those dark creatures run away.
With the bright light you shine with that warm smile.
I ran into your arms and cried like a baby.
You only hold me and whisper.
"I will always be here."
Those words kept my heart beating every day.
I believe you, I trust you.
I love you.
Now as I run to every corners of the world.
You are nowhere to be.
Where did you go?
Why did you leave me?
You said you always be here, was that a lie?
I beg you not to go.
I beg you to stay then leave me here.
In the darkness where my demons could find me.
I fight off the claw like hands and scream for you to save.
But when I open my eyes you aren't there.
You aren't there to protect me anymore.
I believed you, I trusted you.
I loved you.
Now I stand here with tattered clothes and dried tears.
I bite my lip as I fight my way through.
No longer needing you.
I fight and fight.
I fight my battle until I fall.
Then with one final scream.
I break out of the darkness with the strength of a thousand men.
I look around and find you nowhere.
I smile as I think to myself.
I no longer need you.
I no longer need your glowing light.
I no longer need you to me guide me through this darkness.
I done it myself, only me not you.
Now you back to guide me again.
I stare at you with unforgiving gaze.
"I no longer need you." I say and walk away.
Leaving you in a pool of shame.
I am now happy, I am no longer sad.
I don't need you to live my life again.