You don't show it
But you're thinking it
I know you are
I feel the hope vanishing
bit by bit
Like a burning out star

Alone outside
And waiting
With a girl you like a lot
Makes me upset to see
the truth is right in front of me
I can now see it clear
because if you cared you would be here

I feel alone with this feeling
and I don't know what to do with it
this feeling is a strange pairing
of guilt, heartbreak, and love

I feel so dead
and I can already see my future, my dead future
The future in which I end up dying
Dying from myself