I feel so overwhelmed.
"Hey Sweetie,
Thanks, Love"
No one seems to realize
that I don't have any idea
who any of you people
are.

I don't remember.
I'm sorry.
I am trying
to
remember.

I need time.
Give me
a little
fucking
time.

I feel like I'm going to cry.
Everyone is at my throat,
remember me,
love me,
say my name,
remember me,
please, remember me.

I CAN'T.
I have tried.
I'm going to cry.

You're hurting me.
I'm hurting.
Can't you tell?

I'm sick.
I puke.
I bleed.
I PUKE BLOOD.
I am fucking sick.

Is it not obvious?
I need space.
I feel crowded
and I can't
breathe.

I'm starting to feel like
the person people tell me
I was.

Distant.
Not happy.
Sad.

Is that wrong?
Is it bad?
Will it make
you mad?

I'm going to crawl
into my shell.
I want to hide
from this living hell.