i understand more than i have before:
the evil words that i once tried to ignore
left open wounds upon my longing heart;
and they are why i've set myself apart
In guilt and agony from your lies.
The beliefs that state I cannot rise
Is why my heart is hidden from all eyes.
Because this is what you've taught me
As you chained my heart from being free.
I want to deny that I am your victim,
But is it not how it works-this system
-No- this cycle you've driven me through
I will break it.
Your lies will not dictate to me anymore.
No longer will I be the victim of this war.
I am not your plaything! Forever more
I will be free.