I cry

Because it's really hurting me

I smile

To cover up my pain

I laugh

To show my fake happiness

I act crazy

To still be my regular self

Sometimes I'm quiet


Because those are the days when those things never work

I'm filled with anger, sadness, and too much stress

Where's my happiness?

I break down and cry when no one's around

Then smile and act like I'm filled with happiness

I wish someone can say "why fake smiles when you're filled with sadness"


All the time I wish I was died, knowing no one would care

Why do I want to die?

Because it builds up every day and slowly breaking my heart

It's okay

Because the next day I'll smile like everything is alright