Because it's really hurting me
To cover up my pain
To show my fake happiness
I act crazy
To still be my regular self
Sometimes I'm quiet
Because those are the days when those things never work
I'm filled with anger, sadness, and too much stress
Where's my happiness?
I break down and cry when no one's around
Then smile and act like I'm filled with happiness
I wish someone can say "why fake smiles when you're filled with sadness"
All the time I wish I was died, knowing no one would care
Why do I want to die?
Because it builds up every day and slowly breaking my heart
Because the next day I'll smile like everything is alright