An Ode to the Brother

It fades in my mind.

I try to contain the memory,

but it's reluctant to stay.

I don't want it to,

but it wants to,

it wants to fade away.

I want to,

I long to,

I need to,

see you again.

He brings my smile back,

take the old frustration away.

What happened?

Why did you change?

Long ago, I gave up.

Things were hard,

the Life I lived,

was something going away.

Then I fixed myself,

I got a realization.

I need you to have it to.

I miss you.

I need you.

I love you.

Be YOU again.