I lied. I don't know why I did, but I did.
I said goodbye. I don't know why I did, but I did.
I wanted you gone. I don't know why, but I did.
I told you I had been fulfilled. You saw me. I said that was enough. But (I Lied.)
It will never be enough. You are my happiness. But I let you go.
I let you go.
We're better off without each other, I said.
Why would I do something so silly?
You're better off without me.
I'm nothing without you.
In all of those pictures, I was smiling.
Such a fake smile. But you didn't know.
You said I was so pretty.
You didn't understand why
I looked down on myself so much.
Can't you see?
It's reasons like letting you go
I look down on myself
so very much.
You were the best thing that's happened to me
since Erin and Hayley and Mikey
became a part
of my life.
And I let
I let you go like
the mother fucker
I sat there acting like I was okay.
Like leaving you was fine.
I acted like I was happy.
I started to cry.
was all I could manage.
I bet you thought
that was me being snarky.
I couldn't manage to say
Haha. And you asked me
why I looked down on myself so very much.
It's reasons like letting you go.
I said we were better off.
You're better off.