Lies I've Told

The years

Keep coming back

I swear I'm losing it

Every night

I sleep

A black empty void

All my thoughts

On every thing said

Just to hide the pain

Why did I hide it?

Why did I not try?

Why did I fear so much?

Over the years

Every word

Another wrong spoken

Covering

Something not mine

I'm fine

It's nothing

When my mind screams

It's hurting

Don't believe me

But now's just

Another time

Just speaking

All the lies.