Your words burn more deeply than you know

Than you thought, than you care

I mean nothing to you, others, anyone

I scream mine, mine, mine

But then you just grin and take away everything

You apologize later not even knowing you ripped

Open old scars, old wounds, old memories

You know next to nothing about me

Nothing is what I talk about from my past

Drowning myself in music too loud

Too much the way I like it

A force to be reckoned with

Unlikely the slightest cruel whisper

Knocks down my walls and ruby blood

Runs down, down until everything is ruined

Reliving the past in cruel relief

Count one, two, three, with no visible results

I'm not okay whatever gave you that

Ridiculous, preposterous idea

So just go away and leave me to

My harsh misery