I'm going through the motions

I'm living a lie

If God had any mercy

He would let me die

I'm running from a phantom

This shade that I've become

And if I can't escape it

I'll surely come undone

Losing all my feelings

My whole world going numb

No telling what tomorrow brings

Or what I will become

No more smiles or laughter

Now that I am dead

No use to try escaping

This prison in my head

I'm going through the motions

I'm living a lie

If God had any mercy

He would surely let me die.