Common sense fades into the backgrorund.
The sound of chaos consumes the environment.
My hands are cursed. I destroy everything that
we build together.
Forever passes before I can see the sun again.
You crash into me and I smash into you with full force.
I know you know I stink just like yesterday's trash.
I mark up my skin with a pink ink pen then drink
I am on the brink of a breakdown. Within the blink
of an eye, I transform into a monster. You push me
to the breaking point. Living on the edge, rage
lives inside me.
I crossover to the dark side, its a slow suicide.
Stuck at a crosssroads, I will paint these blue
skies black. I try not to cry, but eventually
the pressure gets to me.
Joy has left this place, once innocent heart of mine.
You can tell that I am not fine. Delicate, I present
myself to you. I am a small ant, you take advantage
of me right on the spot.
Born a failure, there is no cure for this disease.
You don't have a clue about how I feel. Please
don't chase after me. Please don't erase my scars
or dry away my tears.
Elsewhere calls my name. Everyday is exactly the same.
I am always the one to blame in this game of life. Back
and forth, I travel between heaven and hell. I am your
clown, I am your burden. I hate myself so let fate have
its way with me.
I long for Easter, heavenly father, please come now
instead of later. An angel of death draws my last
breath out of me just like a well. I don't matter
to the world anymore. My words fall upon
your head in the form of water and you catch
Losing grip, I watch the sunset and realize hope is dead.
Silently broken, I start to regret a lot of stuff. I forget
about how much you have forsaken for me throughout the years.