Upset, I beat myself up on the inside.

I frown because I should've known better.

Now I feel less stronger and wiser. If I

could turn back time then my regrets

would disappear. I fear I will never be able

to recover from this recent setback. The heat

is too much for me to bear. I am standing near

you, but you don't hear me at all. I cry God

a river hoping he will deliver me. I am a huge

believer in miracles and second chances. My

savior, Jesus Christ shows me special favor.

Slowly, the dawn takes its time to breathe.