Qualified Professional

I wear the weight of
The world upon my shoulders…
My back is breaking.

It looks like nothing.
There's nothing that you can see.
But please, believe me.

Don't turn me away!
Please don't ignore me again…
Not like the last time.

Please give me something,
Drugs, therapy, anything
Just to sleep at night.

I need you to help.
That's what you're supposed to do.
Don't tell me I'm "fine"

When I know I'm not,
And that I never have been.
Not for a long time…

I am not normal:
There is something wrong with me.
So help me. Help me…