When I write or sketch or text or whatever. When I do what I'm good at, it makes me feel good. Invisible. And kinda invincible. In the sense that just because I'm fat doesn't mean I can't do anything.
When I'm laughing, or writing, I just feel thinner. I think. Maybe. Or maybe it's just the feeling of being lost in your own world. Makes you feel weightless. Or non-existent. Or invisible. Or untouchable. Less real and somewhat more alive. In a less painful way.