Gave you my heart but it was all in vain left in the darkness with a shatter heart left to fight alone with my own fears feeling empty and numb inside.
I might be strong on the surface Just not all the way through.
I've learn long ago to hide away all the pain and hurt.
I can't be what they want me to be I'm not perfect, nor will I ever will be perfect, nor will I ever want to be perfect.
At times, I've dreamt that I was missing. But no one seem to care for the fact that I was.
When I've woke with this fear of what I am leaving when I'm done here.
Even with a shatter heart all scatter near my fallen body.
Would someone give me reasons to be miss Would I even be missed at all?
I don't want anyone to resent me
I don't want anyone to worry about me much.
I've taken my beatings, a punch to the face or some crack bones don't seem much from what I've experience. Or the way I know how to fight back.
But with everyone in this cruel world always have a sharp edges to them.
Just keep me in your memories, leave out all the rest okay?
Please just leave out all the rest.
Even with the things I have done wrong.
Leaving with a shatter heart is never easy.
I'm strong on the surface just not all the way through.
Never all the way through I'm fragile beneath the surface.
I shatter way to easily beneath the strong surface.
Can anyone tell?
Tell how easily I've shatter with the way they seem to want to hurt me.
That I've built a barrier for a reason.
A barrier that has many sharp pointy edges.