Where is God in the words my dad screams at me?
Where is God when people scream their own hate at me,
And declare that they are His truths?
Where is God when my world falls apart?
When my best friend slices her arms open to
Where is God in this broken world?
I can't feel Him at all
And my parents keep telling me that He cares
For me and I can't bring myself to believe them
I don't think He cares, I don't believe He does
People keep telling me that He sent His Son
To die for me
But I find that hard to swallow when I'm told
That it's only for people who are straight, and women who are meek
And obedient, without thought for their own wants
Where was He when I prayed for Him to save the day
And nothing happened at all
I can't find Him in this world
And now that I can't I refuse to trust that He's here at all