A Team

Summary: I wanted to fly. I wanted to live life to the fullest. But, I guess we don't get what we want.- Shurui. Shurui is a girl who's always alone. She can't seem to find a way to live. And then one night, she just... dies and goes crazy. Abuse, Murder, Suicide. Ed Sheeran - A Team Author: Shurui

Shurui: I don't wanna kill myself off... But I love this song. So here it is. Karrine let me upload it.

White lips, pale face
Breathing in snowflakes
Burnt lungs, sour taste
Light's gone, day's end
Struggling to pay rent
Long nights, strange men

Shurui coughed and cried, thinking about her life. It was horrible. She was always pushed around. She was alone... she had no one. (Shurui: I do have friends! It's only for the story.)

It was always like that. Her parents didn't give a damn about her, she was an only child. She was to 'weird' and a 'freak' at school, being bullied and such.

And they say
She's in the Class A Team
Stuck in her daydream
Been this way since 18
But lately her face seems
Slowly sinking, wasting
Crumbling like pastries
And they scream

Shurui laughed at their screams. "I'm finally free! I don't care if the police come! I'm going to kill myself after this anyways." Shrui said, looking at the bodies of her bullies, littering the ground.

Her parents cowered in fear. "This is all your fault. I am finally going to be free, but make sure of it that you wretched people don't get the satisfaction of watching me die."

Her knife glinted in the florescent(sp?) light.

The worst things in life come free to us
Cos we're just under the upperhand
And go mad for a couple of grams
And she don't want to go outside tonight
And in a pipe she flies to the Motherland
Or sells love to another man
It's too cold outside
For angels to fly
Angels to fly

After they were all dead, Shurui laughed again. But then frowned, realzing uf she left now, she'd never get caught. She did all the precautions... but it'd all happen again.

"Let it." Shrui said, and left the building.

*1 year later*

"It's happening again." Shurui said, and got that knife again.

Ripped gloves, raincoat
Tried to swim and stay afloat
Dry house, wet clothes
Loose change, bank notes
Weary-eyed, dry throat
Call girl, no phone

Shurui loved their screams. She loved it almost as much as she oved this next part.

Shurui stared at the bodies, and remembered the others. Could she do it again? Shurui smiled, and left the building. She smiled, as she got to her room.

Her old room, the one that was hers when her real parents, who had abused her, used to live.

She stood on her bead, and tied the rope to the ceiling, the hook where she would hang when she was bad.

And they say
She's in the Class A Team
Stuck in her daydream
Been this way since 18
But lately her face seems
Slowly sinking, wasting
Crumbling like pastries
And they scream
The worst things in life come free to us
Cos we're just under the upperhand
And go mad for a couple of grams
And she don't want to go outside tonight
And in a pipe she flies to the Motherland
Or sells love to another man
It's too cold outside
For angels to fly

Shurui tied it to her neck, and thought about them. Her abusive parents. Her bullies. Their screams. The dead bodies.

She opened her eyes again, and sang,

They scream
The worst things in life come free to us
And we're all under the upperhand
Go mad for a couple of grams
And we don't want to go outside tonight
And in a pipe we fly to the Motherland
Or sell love to another man

Then she jumped off the bed, her pale, white bunny falling onto the ground with her.

She felt her neck crack, and then she was dead. A white ghost left her body, saying, "I'm free."

And they say
She's in the Class A Team
Stuck in her daydream
Been this way since 18
But lately her face seems
Slowly sinking, wasting
Crumbling like pastries

It was a cold day when they found the body. And while they started taking her down, taking the bunny with them, they heard soft singing.

It was so quite, most thought it was their imagination. But there it was.

An angel will die
Covered in white
Closed eye
And hoping for a better life
This time, we'll fade out tonight
Straight down the line

It's too cold
For angels to fly
Angels to fly
To fly, fly
Angels to fly,
To fly, to fly
For angels to die

Shurui: I hope you liked. Or... thought it wasn't bad.