Its been a long while since we spoke and I really do miss you to much as time passes and I am unable to get a hold of you, my heart twist, and something in my stomach seem to drop another five levels I question my state of mind repeated I question my heart to much to remember where I started are we really in this for the long haul

as time passes missing you so much that its affecting me and it shows how its affecting me loving you isn't that easy as I let it on to be, and I blame my pride for that but i do love you still, even my soul hurts when you're gone for so long deep down in my heart and soul, I love you so much