Hidden Memories

Maybe that's the cause

Emptiness of mind

Even with all

I can recall

Why all these gaps

That don't belong?

It's true

You don't remember it all

Yet,

I feel something's missing

Not naturally so,

Could it be,

I've hidden away

Dreadful

Memories?

Could that be why

Every day I wake

And every night before

I sleep

Is it why

I have an urge

To remember

What I cannot?

What did I so

Desperately

Hide away?

Was it painful

Was I guilty

Ashamed

Was I afraid?

Was I young, to young to bear

Whatever happened?

If the memories hidden, be

What must I do

To remember?

Must I relive

Must I meet

The one being, or thing

In order to

Flashback?

Give memory

For with whatever

Has been locked away

Took most of the rest

Away with it

In the seal.

I desire

To remember

At any cost.

Whatever may have been

Allow the Grace of God

To bring those memories

To the surface.

Whatever it was

"I don't fear Death."

And I don't fear

To remember.

Bring forth,

Evil

Darkness and Despair.

But let me remember.

I

Am not

Scared

Of

Hidden Memories.