Pleasurable Shame

A flower that has yet to bloom, my dear,

A soul wandering aimlessly through this dark void,

My dear, this is what you are, filled with fear,

You adhere to those men, whom you'd rather avoid

Helpless, desperate…dying

How did you get here, honey?

To where I am now—the pit shame,

When would you have your great epiphany?

Love, do you even know where you are, and whose blame?

Certainly not I...

Dear, why make the same mistakes as I?

How foolish you are, to choose to be a tramp

Has your mind gone mad, your path awry?

To willingly lay with those whom you should defy

How dare you defy me

I have been in this business longer than you,

My dear, this life is full of false glamour,

This life shall entail you no purview,

With flattery and presents they shall win you over

I shall never fall for these trickeries

Can you bear to scream silently?

Can you bear to be violated without getting hurt?

Can you bear to cry dry tears and to keep your fury?

Can you bear to indulge yourself in lust and survive the quirt?

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Lust, greed, must—are you ready?

A flower that has yet bloomed, beautiful, my dear,

A soul wandering aimlessly through this dark voidworld,

My dear, this is what you are, filled with fearjoy,

You adhere to those men, whom you'd rather avoid

I adhere to those men who shall give me my needs.

Helpless, desperate…dead

F I N


It's been a while and I thought to post this...

Just in case...there are two personas here, the first is the one aligned center and the second is aligned left.