The pain, it hurts it rips and tears
Unstoppable, but I don't care
All the lies about me, all the tears that have come
They're all from you and that thing you've become
Don t you remember when we were young and small?
All the secrets we shared, do you remember at all?
Now my hatred for you is growing strong
Every insult you throw, is it really so wrong?
That your face makes me shake
How much more can I take. . .?
Now, do you see what you've done?
This happened to ME, congratulations you've fucking won
Now are you glad that you killed me inside?
Because now I wish I had really died Of course you don t, you ll never know
All the pain and suffering
I ll never show
My heart isn't mending
Because of all you re bending
It's form slithering back
Only now it s black. . . .
I don t think they realize,
the tears coming out my eyes.
I hate how they get to me,
and how they don t see,
that my heart is bleeding,
and that my tears have meaning.
People just don t understand,
I want to show who I really am.
There are so many things I need to say.
but even if I could they won t give me the time of day I'm hearing you call me a whore as I walk.
What did I do to deserve this harassment.
See that girl,
The one with the smile?
Do you know she's been hurting for a while?
Does gossiping get you anywhere?
Does anybody actually believe it?
I don't get why they would,
All their doing is getting other people
To talk about you and not themselves.