I hate your fuckin' name,
I hate your fuckin' face
I hate that I fuckin' lost
You
Something I cannot replace.
You were a useless piece of shit;
The ugliest piece of slime
I fell into your worthless trap –
Spider to the fly.
And if I had to see you again,
I don't know what I would do.
I think:
I'd rip out your intestines,
Force your body in two,
I'd steal your stinkin' breath
From your horrid face
I'd kiss you tenderly,
And then be shown my place.
You'd take your fists of fury
And beat me black and blue
Before you'd be finished with
Me and toss me 'cross the room.
I was your doll,
A pretty plaything,
All for you,
I could not own myself;
All I was belonged to you.
I couldn't even try to run,
Just took it and died inside,
Heart of black and empty soul,
Your terror took its toll.
And you decided you were finished
That you needed something new
I was never good enough
I was nothing to you
And I hung onto what I could
For you were all I knew
You held every aspect of my life
Every day and every night
And it's oh-so-many
Years later
And I still hate your fuckin' face
And your fuckin' name
Cause you still fuckin' haunt me.
I'll never be the same.
©The Last Letter