I Told


I told.

I told them.

I told them and they still don't know.

I didn't expect them to understand.

I didn't expect them to get it.

but I told them...

I expected them to know.

I expected them to realize.

I need them.

I need them to tell me I'm not okay.

I know I'm not okay.

I don't need to them to tell me so I'll know.

I need them to tell me so I know they know.

I need them to know.

so I told them...

I told them and they still don't know.

and if words don't reach them..

I will just have to get sicker.

and show them...

I'm not okay.


A/N: I recently told my friends that I'm bulimic. It hasn't quite done what I expected it to do.