My dreams and goals have gone down the drain.

I feel useless and hopeless,

And not a penny to my name.

I am at a new place now;

Where I've never been before.

I don't know what to do or how to take it.

I'm constantly worrying and stressing.

My mind is in an uproar.

People around me are telling me that things will get better.

But the negativity surrounds me,

I can't even hold my thoughts together.

People around me are telling me that things will get better.

But the negativity surrounds me,

I can t even hold my thoughts together.

In my mind, I am thinking

What I am I gonna do?

I also hear some strands of my negative voices saying "You will never amount to anything."

There isn't a clear path in my mind,

To see my way through.

I know deep down inside, I've got to get back on track.

I have to see my way clear, and see where I'm at.

Only I can get myself out, of this situation, I'm in;

Right now, I feel like a 1, on a scale from 1-10.

Having my own money and my independence, I miss.

I don't wish this on anyone, of being

Broken down and feeling worthless.

Not that I've ever wish anything harmful on anyone.