Yesterday I woke up feeling tough
So I grinned and wished myself goodluck
But the smile faded and I knew it was no use
I would just see you again and let loose
I would let go of the rope I was barely holding
And fall into the watery abyss of my soul's molding
I bend over backwards so much for you
So much so that like my heart, my back is breaking
Whenever I see you I am paralized
But once my heart heals once more
You come knocking on my door
And say 'I love you.'
I'm allergic to lies
So I'm cutting our ties
My innards are in a bloody knot
I'm choking up krimzen and need a mop
You are the one of the causes of the scars
But they are healing now
And so is my heart.
So please leave
You're making me cry again
Don't call me beautiful
Don't call me sweet
You are lying through your teeth.
I'm not your plaything
I will not be manipulated or cheated
I just need to feel needed
You don't love me
And although I love you
This can never be true
For to you I am only for your kicks
But I refuse to be just another one of your 'chicks'
I am me.
I am unique.
And I deserve to be loved and treated as an equal.