Hello my lovelies! :) I'm thinking about a certain someone and I'm very confused... so to try to figure out how I feel and what I should do, I typed. I think it's kind of obvious my thinking changes at the end. So sorry if you don't like the change or find it confusing and annoying. But my feelings are very confusing and bi-polar. Lol anyways thank you for reading. :)


I love you.

Why can't you see?

I'm sorry, I cannot express my feelings well.

You say you love me…

I am too scared to say it back…

I don't want to be a phase in your life

But if I am…

I'd rather not allow myself to love you freely.

Being without you is painful

But…

If we were together…

I am afraid I may hurt you.

You say I could never hurt you

You want me, and only me...

Do you say this to another girl as well?

The thought of you being someone else's is heartbreaking

But I'm too scared to make you mine…

You are everything I've ever wanted.

I don't want to ruin things with you...

But, My Love, you're all I think about anymore.

And the thought of you makes me happy.

And being with you makes me feel complete...

I promise, I know, I dreamed you up and God made you real for me, and me only.

Please, take my insecurities away and be mine… forever.