Yeah, that's me I suppose.
But was else can I say?
Smiling feels weird.
My lips won't pull in a frown either.
For a while I felt a little sad, I guess.
But now, I'm just Lifeless.
Dull eyes, I'm told.
Lifeless, but they don't know that.
I'm not lying when I laugh.
It's not fake when I smile.
But I can't help feeling Lifeless sometimes.
It doesn't mean I'm sad, because I'm not.
Not all the time anyway.
But sometimes, I don't want to smile, I don't want to laugh.
But I don't want to cry either.
Sometimes I feel Lifeless, and I walk throughout the day,
Entirely void of emotions.
I like being happy.
But there are times when I crave the emptiness too.