No expression.

No colour.

No life.


Yeah, that's me I suppose.

But was else can I say?

Smiling feels weird.

My lips won't pull in a frown either.

For a while I felt a little sad, I guess.

But now, I'm just Lifeless.

Dull eyes, I'm told.

Lifeless, but they don't know that.

I'm not lying when I laugh.

It's not fake when I smile.

But I can't help feeling Lifeless sometimes.

It doesn't mean I'm sad, because I'm not.

Not all the time anyway.

But sometimes, I don't want to smile, I don't want to laugh.

But I don't want to cry either.

Sometimes I feel Lifeless, and I walk throughout the day,

Entirely void of emotions.

I like being happy.

But there are times when I crave the emptiness too.