I see you standing out in the courtyard

I think I need to say this

But I don't walk over to you

I freeze

I know what I want to say

I just don't know how to say it

Well, I do but I can't say it without wanting to hide

All I can think of is the negative response I might get

So if you still want to be friends I have no way of knowing

I want to know

I want things to go back to the way they used to be

I just don't know how to make that happen

What if you don't even remember?

Then I'd be fretting over nothing

But that wouldn't that be better than rejection?

Every time I get close to saying the words

My mouth goes dry and I just