i want to.

i just want to

throw up.

i feel like i

would feel

so much better

if i just

puked.

its 1:35 in the morning

and im crying

like a baby

because my tummy hurts

and all i want

is my mommy.

darling your mommy doesnt want you.

i just wanna throw up

and feel better

for once

in my life.

i want to feel

okay and

better and

not sick and

alright.

darling that's impossible.

isnt it silly?

i used to puke

three times a day.

and now i cant make

myself

puke.

so damn silly