This is a trap
I see a gap
A little too late
I fell for the bait
A little bit of darkness
A little bit of happiness
or a lot of both
this turmoil I loathe
I can't resist
Let me desist
These fickle feelings
my emotions revealing
I can't hide it
I can't be cool with it
I am perplexed
unable to take a rest
I am filled with dread
please leave my head
That may not happen
I am maddened.