I thought...
I thought I would break
-again-
If I lost you
-again-
I would break completely.
I would throw away my hopes
and all my achievements.
I would pick up all the numbing things
to make the pain of breaking go away.
I thought...
and I waited...
But the breaking never came.
Is there pain?
-of course there is pain-
And I am still whole.
I am much more whole than I ever was
before...
before you...
Before a young heart made me
A happy man.