Captivated by my misery
Life slowly begins to fade.
The noises turn to useless hums
And the air I breathe seems useless,
Well at least to me that's what it seems.
Always getting put down by the ones I need most
Makes me heart beat a little less.
Fading into the black I've become nothing but the crowd
Chained against my own downfalls
Only to dream of my own desires.
I cannot take enough breaths to feed this emptiness inside of me
The pain is growing stronger,
Biting at my soul.
Hurt and grief is all I feel,
Longing to stop being yelled at
To stop being judged
To stop being put down
Or thrown away like yesterday's paper.
But that is life,
Is it not?
What is this possessing me?
I hate the coldness that pulses through my veins!
I want nothing but love and to throw away the pain!
Life is a beautiful thing that is captivated by these hideous souls.