In my hours of desperation in the midst of the night

When I reach for you and you are not there

I suddenly see you in a blinding light

I know from your eyes and smile you still care

You are clad in white and seem to have no pain

The longing for you all comes back to me fair

You look at me and reach out and my tears wane

I reach out for you , yet you are just misty air

I long to hold and touch you and be kissed

But there is nothing there to hold

You don't realize how much you have been missed

And how the wold can be so cruel and cold

You fade away into the darkness like a dream

Like my memories of you