If you read this I'm not sorry

If you read this I don't care

Because I finally came to realize

You never wanted to be there

If you read this please keep reading

If you read this please don't smile

I've been writing quite a lot now

They've been about you quite a while

If you read this know I'm sad, dear

If you read this know I'll run

Because though I don't believe it

Maybe I deserve the sun

If you read this know I hate you

If you read this don't say hello

Because even though you hurt me

I never wanted you to go

If you read this cry for yesteryear

If you read this know I cried

Because dear it was before you

Long before you that I died.