Sometimes the pains too much.

Other times, I feel nothing at all.

Its like, my heart doesn't beat.

Everything just,

Happens.

And just for a moment I feel like giving up.

But I know I cant.

Because somewhere,

Deep inside of me,

I still have hope.

Even though I dont know why,

Or what for,

Its still there.

Its what wakes me up in the morning.

Its what gives me a reason to smile.

And its what makes life worth living.