I feel so free without you

I feel the tug and pull

I can't help but come back to

The promises.

What is this feeling, so new?

The feeling of doubt, I never knew.

It makes me weak

It makes me scared

Are you really there?

Do you hear me?

Are you protecting me?

Or are you damning me...?

It hurts to sleep

It hurts to pray

I can't help but think about it everyday

What I've been taught for years

It was told to innocent ears

Now things have set in

Is this how to live?

Is it completely right?

Who should I believe?

Should I just hold on tight?