do you know

what it feels like

to have your creation

your protection

turn you into

something hideous?

monstrous?

something not even human?

To turn into something

so far from what you want to be

that you're not even sure

you can go back?

into something

that you can't even recognize?

to feel so lost

and hopeless

that you keep going in circles

in vain hope

that

maybe

just maybe

you

might

get

it

right