Mad Diaries

Chapter 1

May 1

Dear Diary,

I found the love of my life today! He had the most beautiful smile I have ever witnessed, his soft brown hair waved in the subtle city breeze. After what happened…I thought I would be forever alone. What a relief!

Your friend,

Jenn

May 13

Dear Diary,

I met him again this morning! We exchanged a couple of words; he said his name was Paul. If you could have heard his voice…it was so soothing and sweet! Even sweeter than his…

Your friend,

Jenn

May 20

Dear Diary,

Paul was at the bank today. (He looked so cute!) We talked again, he even gave me his number (omg!). He might just be the one!

Your friend,

Jenn

June 2

Dear Diary,

I have been calling Paul all week and he still won't answer! I saw him with some girl and he has yet to explain himself! Oh-oh…still bleeding…till next time!

Your friend,

Jenn

June 10

Dear Diary,

Paul finally came clean; the girl was actually his sister…Honest mistake I suppose. Anyway, I visited him today; it was exactly two years ago now…

Your friend,

Jenn

June 23

Dear Diary,

I saw Paul kissing his "sister"…oh well. The nurse was nice this time, most look down on me like I'm a hooker or something. I also got me prescription filled, so I should be feeling much better soon. I'll talk to Paul tomorrow.

Your friend,

Jenn

June 24

Dear Diary,

Paul admitted that he lied…then he started to yell at me! Something about privacy…But the weird thing is that I tried to forgive him…He kept yelling. He said he never wanted to see me again…

Your friend,

Jenn

July 3

Dear Diary,

I've been out of it for a while…doctor said I was in a coma for a couple of days. Maybe I went a little overboard this time, but Paul might still take me back! I'm pretty weak right now though, might as well stay home and watch a movie.

Your friend,

Jenn

July 7

Dear Diary,

You won't believe what Paul did today! It's one thing to dump a girl, but to actually put a restraining order on me! But don't worry, old friend. I will get Paul back, one way or the other!

Your friend,

Jenn

August 21

Dear Diary,

Nice to be home again! Guess I should be more discreet next time. Not like I actually assaulted Paul's "sister"…Made some new friends though…

Your friend,

Jenn

August 25

Dear Diary,

I think she's following me again…I swear if I see that girl again I might snap…

Your friend,

Paul

August 28

Dear Diary,

I met Paul's parents today! They seemed like such lovely people, and Paul has a brother too! That whole family is sweet!

Your friend,

Jenn

September 2

Dear Diary,

I finally know were Paul lives! I left him a nice gift… God I hope he likes it!

Your friend,

Jenn

September 6

Dear Diary,

Nothing is enough for her…she has been stalking me for months…why won't she leave me alone? It's like she doesn't even know what hell she has brought me…she even left the wedding rings of my murdered parents at my door…What does she want from me!

Your friend,

Paul

September 15

Dear Diary,

It seems that Paul doesn't like the gifts I gave him…why doesn't he love me anymore? Why…why…why…why...why! Why! Why! WHY!

September 16

Dear Diary,

The police haven't found her yet…I still don't understand what I did to make her do this…I'm so sorry Jenn…I'm sorry.

September 16

Dear Diary,

I finally saw Paul again tonight! He is so sublime…the very essence of perfection. That is why I did what I did! Why can't they understand! They are surrounding my home…one more love lost…one more lonely stretch of time…one more torture left…one more bullet…

September 16, One year later

Dear Diary,

It is the anniversary…of that day. I still remember the look in his eyes, so terrified. My dear Paul is in heaven now…I never got to say I'm sorry. So today, I sit in my room, waiting for the next evaluation. This is…a fair punishment I suppose. They won't even let me see his grave…I haven't felt a fresh breeze in such a long time. That reason is why…my dear friend…that this will be my last entry. I will miss you, but I will soon be reunited with Paul!