On two days without a shower

Mouthwash chasing whiskey sour

Mirror, mirror, on my knees

Set these shaking hands at ease

The only time I don't feel pain

Is when I'm numbing up my brain

But fear sits heavy on my back

Watching for the door to crack

Still no one enters, no one leaves

As I consume a fresh disease

Cancer feeds off lies I've shed

And I am living, breathing, Dead.